As Jesus approached Jericho, a blind beggar was sitting beside the road. When he heard the noise of a crowd going past, he asked what was happening. They told him that Jesus the Nazarene was going by. So he began shouting, “Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!” “Be quiet!” the people in front yelled at him. But he only shouted louder, “Son of David, have mercy on me!” When Jesus heard him, he stopped and ordered that the man be brought to him. As the man came near, Jesus asked him, “What do you want me to do for you?” “Lord,” he said, “I want to see!” And Jesus said, “All right, receive your sight! Your faith has healed you.” Instantly the man could see, and he followed Jesus, praising God. And all who saw it praised God, too. (Luke 18:35-43 NLT)
My personal journey: I was not satisfied because of the irregularity/lack of rhythm in my connecting with God. My speed was to blitz through huge portions of the bible for several days in a row. And then: nothing. Rich times of prayer for a while. And then: nothing.
I'm happy to say that since reading Peter Scazzero's Emotionally Healthy Spirituality and instituting the daily offices, things have been much better. For those of you who don't know the book or the reference. It's a great read and the concept of "daily office" is pretty simple. It's connecting with God during regular times of the day with prescribed prayers and Bible readings.
But I'm still unsatisfied and I'm reading the above passage as a metaphor for my life.
I think many of us are like the blind beggars. Identified as Bartimaeus by Mark, this blind beggar would've had a fairly predictable routine life: wake up, go to the Jericho city gate, ask passersby for money, go home. Next day, hit repeat.
- what changes Bartimaeus's life forever and starts a chain of events for God's glory and the furtherance of his kingdom is that he won't settle for anything less than all of what Jesus has to offer.
It all starts with Jesus walking by. Bartimaeus changes his routine which was to ask people for $; instead, he he asks: what's going on? How often do we change our routine when Jesus is walking by? When there's a buzz at church or someone is talking about a great devotional book they just read, do we ask What's going on? Or do we just carry on with our routine?
It's important to note that at any point in the narrative, he could've stopped and gone back to his routine... How often in God's narrative in our lives have we stopped and gone back to our routines instead of asking What's going on?
After receiving an answer to his question -- Jesus of Nazereth is going by -- Bartimaeus could've said, "That's interesting... Hey, can you spare a few shekels for a blind beggar who's down on his luck?" instead he begins shouting -- properly translated, yelling at the top of his lungs -- "Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!"
At this point, Bartimaeus doesn't get Jesus's attention and people tell him to shut up.
A lot of people at this point would give up and go back to begging. Instead, he perseveres; he yells again: - "Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!" Incidentally, this is the second time in Luke where Jesus is called son of David; the first time is in the genealogy. This is akin to being publicly called out as the long awaited, biblically prophesied Messiah.
This time Jesus stops -- the analogy is flawed, but there's a point to be made here: how often in my life have I cried out to God to the point that He has stopped and taken notice? How often have I let Him walk by?
Jesus asks, "What do you want me to do for you?" Seems like a dumb question. Sight obviously. But if Jesus appeared in front of me, would I ask for something big picture, something defining? Would I ask to be a part of HIs kingdom furthering work? Or would I ask for ask for something seemingly noble -- happiness for my children, health, financial stability -- but actually mundane (which means, of this world)?
The story ends with the following chain of events:
Bartamaeus receives his sight ---> he follows Jesus ---> he praises God ----> all who witnessed this praise God too
So my prayer is that our lives would look something like this:
Ask people what's going on
Ask Jesus to show His mercy on us. Ask loudly
Don't listen to the voices that say shut up
Ask Jesus to show his mercy to us again: this time more loudly
When we're standing in front of Him and He asks, "What do you want me to do for you?" Ask for that which will allow the greatest kingdom impact
Follow Jesus
Praise God
Let our lives infect others so that they'll praise God too
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